after all the news about school shootings, it makes me wonder if i really do want to bring more kids into this world. do i want to bring them into the midst of all this? yes, there are some good things in this world, but to constantly have to protect them against all the evil? it’s a big job. and i’m not so sure i can do that and keep my sanity. i don’t know how you parents do that without worrying yourselves sick.
we did the best we could to protect the munchkin. but never did i think about a school shooting. they are getting all too frequent. it’s just getting so… hard. and scary out there. do i want that for my kids if we start another family? i just don’t know.
i do know that my heart goes out to those families in lancaster. my gawd. i want to cry just thinking about it.
