my motivation and energy are on hiatus. but they didn’t leave a forwarding address, a vacation message, or even say goodbye.
i get home, i’m exhausted. i can manage to do homework most of the time, it that part (photoshop, illustrator) doesn’t feel like a “task.” but everything else does. i need to edit an article for my mom, send out a membership message for the fishing site, do laundry, pay bills, balance the checkbook, and file. omg, the filing!
some things i can’t even remember that i need to do until i’m in a place that’s inconvenient for actually doing said task. others, i just feel tired and don’t want to do them. i went to bed EARLY last night. like, six o’clock early. what is wrong with me? i have to drop some things off at the dock for john, otherwise i’d probably just go to bed again tonight.
maybe it’s because i’ve decided to go ahead and take 4 classes again next semester (and the one after that) and i’m already tired just thinking about it. if i do this right, i can graduate in june and just have one class to finish over the summer.
