hopeless

“teh crazy” must be taking over. i just signed up for classes. not one. not two. three. THREE college classes! wtf am i thinking?
i’m thinking i want to get this over as quickly as possible. i’m tired of putting things off. i may not have time to blog or sleep, but in 4 semesters i will have my degree dammit! i just want it finished. so we can get out of dodge. start a family. spend time with my parents and brother. slow down a little. have a nearby support system.
but yeah. 3 classes. 3 nights a week. i may not be here much, or i may come crying just to get a break. we’ll see.
i know i’ll be crying come november and december. maybe even october. we’ll see.
like i don’t have enough on my plate. by the way, i won’t be cutting back past 40 hours. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!