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monday blues? or just blues?

doing ok today, but not great.
i heard some not-so-nice things said about me from someone close to me. it hurts. i know i shouldn’t let it get to me, nor should i completely believe it. part of it seems to be that person projecting & part is i’m the closest target.
i know that – intellectually. but it still hurts me to know what this person thinks of me right now. they miss someone and seem to be taking it out on me.
but it doesn’t exactly make it easier.
i’m not sure how to deal with it right now. i was really pissed off when i first heard. royally pissed off. now i’m just sad. i give up. i’ve tried to make the relationship with this person work. i just don’t know what to do anymore. i’m just back to being pissed again now – although a nice talk w/j helped quite a bit. *sigh*

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